尋晚發咗個夢,又見返F字頭個朋友: 返到公司黎咗個新intern,原來佢讀緊medicine,要黎呢度學retail pharmacy點run。 平時黎講,有新intern/placement學生我都會講" I have nothing to teach you, you'll have to explore yourself."因為所有野都唔係飯來張口,茶來伸手,如果呢個世界冇trial and error, 我諗我今日都冇機會打呢篇野。 奇怪嘅係,係夢入面我肯主動教曬佢我識嘅野,其中一樣就係感情。如果只係一部「打打字機」,呢個世界唔需要藥劑師;但係人類就算會think logically, 有時都會被其他野影響到個decision。 (來得快走得更快。 https://www.bbc.com/news/av/health-10959457/how-the-prescription-drug-vending-machines-work ) 所以我返工對客好少帶感情,唔係想hea班客,因為個決定錯影響到嘅隨時唔係一個人。 (有啲藥就係咁受歡迎。google. ) 而另一個原因,好耐以前我係facebook同你地講過我有PTSD, MDD 食緊duloxetine 120mg daily. 或者係根本個psychologist 呢幾年都冇幫唔到我,所以久而久之對好多嘢都desensitised, depersonalised. (我唔怪個psychologist, 冇佢我諗上年隊完樽vodka absolut 就咁走咗。之但係,let's say, 如果係physical lost, 再幾專業都好難幫得到手。) Generic duloxetine, 兩年前仲有食, 而家食緊Prozac. 由打scripts,接客到decision making 全部教曬佢,as if 個情景大家一樣歲數,但係我兩隻腳已經企曬係棺材。薪火相傳,甚至係想俾曬我有嘅野佢。 雖然只係一個夢,不過就有好多思考空間,尤其係我知佢返緊嘅工涉及therapeutic , i.e. 音樂治療。我唔會否認任何approach 真係幫到手 e.g. 用針灸醫背痛,用中藥去醫dermatitis,甚至香爐灰去醫胃痛都好,你覺得岩駛嘅咪用囉。畢竟evide...
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